I really have no rest for good. I wanted to take a break but I can't. Something is always in the way yeah you bet that you can't really do anything without money. Money is important and no money my bills will be like a hill.

Its August so I am not very happy as I have fall ill and nobody is helping me out. I like to nag and scream but I can't. Life goes on and I really missed my uncle and aunt and grandpa. They are in Australia. I wanting to visit them but they are so far away from Malaysia.

The air tickets are not cheap and I have to find place to stay as well. I don't like to stay over with them I feel that they do need privacy too. Let me plan again, maybe 5 years from now I can go!!